tuluum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Project Cleanse 03/day 2 & LM WEEK 1: CONGRATULATE ME Currently Reading: The Wisdom Of Your Subconscious Mind - John K. Williams Currently Listening To: Rid Of Me - PJ Harvey Project Cleanse '03 is proceeding to plan, I am most happy to report! :) I have posters on my once depressingly bare walls and I even polished my desk! The once rare glimpses of carpet have also now expanded into sporadic savannahs. I still have a long way to go but the results have kept me motivated :D Plus, according to my Life Makeovers thingy celebrating your success is a good way to foster your relationship with yourself and to help you manifest the life that you want. A good relationship with others starts with a good relationship with yourself! So here are the results of my first Life Makeovers exercise, feel free to steal it, I would love if others decide to come on this year-long journey with me (Lynnie? Lala? Abbey? Jonathan? Anyone? Anyone?) :) If you decide to, drop me a line and let me know so that I can follow you and we can support each other ! :) TWENTY-FIVE THINGS I AM MOST PROUD OF ACCOMPLISHING IN THE PAST 12 MONTHS 1. Starting my business 2. Pulling off two rocking Passover seders in the midst of major depression 3. Eliminating toxic relationships from my life (goodbyes are very hard for me) 4. Seizing the opportunity to make my dreams come true in '03 5. Being there for my friends 6. Becoming more self-sufficient 7. Building up my client portfolio as quickly as I did 8. Not losing my ability to trust 9. Not losing my ability to love 10. Learning to ask for help 11. Starting this diary 12. Keeping up with this diary through those dark hours when I wanted desperately to not be seen - let alone read 13. Keeping up with my exercise routine 14. Taking more care of my appearance 15. Sticking with healthy eating patterns 16. Renewing my friendship with one of my neighbours :) 17. Taking regular vacations (i'm a workaholic) 18. Getting started on two projects I've been deliberating on for about 2 years now (CKC and Musings) 19. Being a kickass Alumnae Admissions Co-ordinator for my alma mater 20. Taking care of my mental health through meditation and medication 21. Getting e*wax off the ground :) 22. Getting rid of my psychiatrist. hahaha 23. Letting go of projects and plans that no longer suit me 24. Becoming bolder and more vocal about my needs and desires 25. Staying alive MY FIVE MOST IMPORTANT ACCOMPLISHMENTS TO DATE ARE 1. Not losing my ability to love 2. Remaining true to myself every step of the way 3. Coming to terms with being back in Trinidad 4. Despite all the obstacles and turmoil graduating from Smith with Higher Honours in 3.5 years 5. Staying someone that my friends can love and trust even after a zillion years THE THREE WAYS I'VE GROWN OVER THE LAST YEAR ARE... I've become: 1. More assertive 2. More focused 3. More willing to believe that I have worth in this world and that my potential deserves to be actualized Yesterday I hotsynced my Palm (something I do way too rarely) and in the process came across two, no three nifty freeware apps for the PDA inclined :) Firstly a Mail.app conduit for those who use Jaguar's built in Mail prog and want to sync it with their PDA. Secondly, version 2.0 of PalmaSutra (yes the name is what you think). This version provides 16 shades of grey and is the highest upgrade for the Palm V.. Yummers!! Thirdly Redigi, an app that takes you to the digitizer screen after a soft reset. Very useful if, like me, your stylus starts becoming misaligned. Additionally, for those looking for a freeware FTP app for Mac OS X the lone warrior on that front is Rbrowser, but that's OK cos it rocks :) Can I mention how insanely happy it makes me when I read that e*wax peeps are loving the CDs that they are getting? :) Well it does :) I am grinning from ear to ear :) I really hope that LaLa starts getting hers soon :( I am also happy that Dixie, Jonathan and Michelle got their pressies and were thrilled and such :D You Are Thong Panties!Lusty, and a little slutty. You turn heads everywhere! ahh yup. that sounds about right ;) If any of you are in the Los Angeles area sign up for this so that I can vicariously live through you!!! :D
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