tuluum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Need More Time To Think... (Subconscious: Queen Of Coins) Going through some changes... The past two/three weeks have been just painful... I'm not sure how I got through them. I am burnt out. Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. My work no longer satisfies me. In fact I am starting to dread it. But, as mom points out, since I can't work in an office it's the best that I have, at least until my other ventures reach the same earning level. How ironic. My best year financially to date, and I'm miserable. She feels that I'm being moved into a new chapter. The birth pangs of Aeon? I hope it won't be stillborn :| I'm moving back into the Zen room and turning this room into a full time office. We'll buy an Aerobed on Ebay in case we have overnight guests. This sleeping where I work 24/7 isn't helping. King Of Wands: "When you draw this card you are being told to focus your intent. See your desired outcome as though it has already materialized and allow the energy of your visualization to take effect. Be patient and you will succeed." There's a little voice in my heart that says to finish my CD/EP thing. I should do that. Queen of Coins says to focus on those talents that I'm not using, and to build/strengthen/center myself. I'm also going to focus a lot of my energies on my Wealth Squad stuff as well. I got another LFI check in the mail last week. Which is always nice :) Today is the start of my Rosh Chodesh break and I haven't finished the work that I have :| However this time I'm working quite quickly on it and am sure it will be all done in time for the start of the work week. Hoping to have it all sent off by the start of the Sopranos. Wish me luck? When shopping for tampies and BCP on a sleepy Sunday morning you don't expect to be greeted by Mick Jagger's grinning mug on the front page of one of your national newspapers.
So many changes going on. Nothing seems real. I'd like to ask you something but I don't know how.
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