tuluum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've Been So High... ROWR... Today I was supposed to integrate my artistic and emotional endeavours.. instead.. I worked and slept... I'll clean my room tomorrow :) I can't access my Trinidad-Online domain all day today... hmmmm : no mail.... :( ... Listening to all that goes on around me and inside me. Confused, bewildered, happy and sad. At times I worry about becoming redundant. I don't know how else to express it. There is so much that I leave unsaid and I wish it didn't have to be that way. But who would I tell? Talking can only do so much... and unless the listener is in a position to improve things... then what's the point? Self-knowledge? Solidarity? It's OK. I don't look out my window often. There's something about the vista that saddens me. So I turn my back on it. Taking furtive glances over my shoulder now and then (when I feel my being can handle the unfulfilled promise its presence brings). So much pain and memories lie within and beyond these hills NP: Paradise (Not For Me) - Madonna
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