tuluum's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- uncomfortably numb there's a first time for everything.. and this is a diaryland first for me. an hour ago i wrote an entry and deleted it. Three minutes ago I wrote another and I have deleted it as well. Those will stay on my hard drive.. but not up here. They served no strategic purpose, they were too raw, and i am so sad right now. so so sad. i have already spent over an hour agonizing, and i have too much to do.. i need to make the most of what is now, for all intent and purposes, a terribly ruined day... it's better this way though, i couldn't have been trusted. i've been off meds since march.. let's keep it that way... ************************************************************************* Curent Clix Ranking: 32 | Previous Clix Ranking: 20 3:42 p.m. - Sunday, Aug. 03, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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